before this ….. after this… during this, surviving this…

🌿starting to show…. yesterday today tomorrow fade away like frozen photographs rememer forgrt the mistakes the ways you take the ways you make the moments pass tell a beuatiful lie in the blink of an eye everyhing left you changed its a beautiful lie if you think that every thing will stay the same …  Where the streets have clouds. Where the roads lead to happiness. Where the people walk to get someplace that makes them smile. Where cars go by to get somewhere for the first time. Make every day count. Do that one thing you’ve been wanting to … Continue reading before this ….. after this… during this, surviving this…

here she writes …

always messy always mind …  elusive rabit holes intwined in the depth of my mind. here she writes.  I look back over some of my posts and I actually feel like I’m reading words written by someone else. Someone strong.  Someone brave. Someone relentless in their pursuit of a happy life.  The last few weeks have been filled with more of everything I’ve ever experianced. my mind is afraid of the road ahead.  it’s.just.al ….. it’s never been it’s.just.al though …. it’s been it’s.just.al and her cool kids. #alscoolkids MOM first. me later.  God first. Mom. then Al…  Al chasinglight … Continue reading here she writes …

Sunday bloody Sunday… 

Sitting in Church on a Sunday, wanting a word. Needing a sign. Feeling the Holy Spirit as I lift my hands in praise. God is a God of Love. ​I don’t need anyone to love me … God’s love should be sufficient… the more you get to know him the more you love him … The holy spirit bring s revelation John 14 … Father is mentioned 23 times … Holy spirit leads us into truth 1 kings chap 19 v 18 Mary’s house acts chap 12 v 1 Where do you go in times of need The light of … Continue reading Sunday bloody Sunday…